My week so far since school reopened on monday... Well, what can I say? It has been a roller coaster ride. I was worried that pn siti might come and kick my ass out of sidang redaksi but thank god she's still in Johor... She'll be back soon on monday so, yea, she'll ke my ass then. Anyway... monday hmm... right, monday, was really cool... cos I got my Leo Club Award!!! OMG... I felt so... so... so... confused... (what the..?) cos I wasn't expecting to be called up first, so yea, I must have went up dazed to get the award... (just a sec... neeed to p :P) (back!) yea so, right now since I have it, I have no idea where to place it... cos its a blue certificate stuck on a wooden frame, so its kinda big (bigger than A4) so i guess its somewhere in my room... not that i'm ungrateful or anything... but anyway, yea so monday was the first day of semester 2, and first day of getting back our exam results. So, i asked my classmates to hand in their essays which they were told to do by me before the hols... only half the class passed up, so I just had to edit whatever articles I had that day. People were starting to realize that I had been the one who had asked them to do not Pn mary. After all, I clearly wrote on the board : 'For English holiday homework, do these essays.... ' I did not mention anyone's name, as in the person who asked to do the work... It was for the school magazine, so I had no choice but to ask everyone in my class to do it. I was desperate, cos Siti could chop my head  if the articles are not ready by next week... So i got back my Moral paper, which was surprisingly good... (77). then it was Biology... paper 1 was good (44/50) but paper 2 (44/100) really bad... It was really frustrating to get those marks cos like I wrote stuff down that were supposed to be correct but was marked wrong... but its alright anyway, at least I did my best :) after recess was maths, got back math paper, pn chia went through the answers. did kinda good also... then it was chemistry period, our teacher revealed more than our exam results... she was pregnant two months... and she was all lovey dovey during the class... :P

wow... i managed to sit through 5 hours of tuition. from 2.30 to 7.30 today. well i couldnt have done it without, a) food... the bakery lady today gave me an egg tart for free... cos it was late or sumthin... and hui ling got 3 free... b)my friends, who sat through every class with me, except sook keng, michelle, and sia... anyway, durin physics, we started on the chapter on electromagnetivit y. the teacher sez, there's loads of formulas to remember, and this is the longest chapter ever in form 5. well, out of the 30 formulas to remember, we learnt Q=It, Q=Ne, E=QV. whereby Q means the quantity of charges in the unit of coulomb, I is the value of the electrical current, t is time, N is the number of neutrons, e is a constant value of electrons. E is the amount of energy, V is the voltage value. ok, i'm not so sure, cos i'm typing this down without the help of the physics handout i was given... :P

add maths today was so boring. it was another teacher. and he was like boring the way he taught us intergration. i miss the other teacher. he is so funny and lively. in class today, there was this guy who was like so blur, he kept lookin at huiling's work. he even asked her (actually me, but i din noe how to answer his question in chinese. it takes my brain half a minute to process impromptu conversations in chinese or any other languages except english) how to do one of the problems.

bio was boring today as well.... i mean... there was loads to memorise. we learnt about homeostasis... it was like blablablabla... about the kidneys, and how they function by excreting urea, and salts etc. and for chemistry, we learnt about rubber; isoprena a.k.a 2-metilbut-1,3-diena a.k.a latex, poliisoprena a.k.a rubber polymers, and vulcanized rubber (i think) for rubber mixed with sulphur. and we did sum revision on alkana and alkena, and alcohols, and asid karbosik, and ester.... but i forgot everything since the first exam had nothing to do with those chapters...

left for home at 7.46, michelle's dad fetched us. me, sia, sook keng, and huiling sat behind... the car was kinda fit for four behind, so it was kinda ok. its a nissan cefiro. so anyway, we were all talkin about our senior page trip to Times Square tomoro... i was like talkin about all the rides, as well as michelle and we were like so excited. usually i'd be havin a headache on the way back.... but not this time.

got home just in time to watch melissa bein eliminated from american idol. she wasnt that good anyway. really surprised lisa was in bottom 3. totally unfair! there were contestants worst than her. and then i watched simple life interns. nicole and paris are just really dumb blondes... lol!

oh, i cant wait to go to Times Square tomoro!!!  

*3rd time i'm writing this entry.... Aaargh... i just keep pressing that back page button, and everything disappears...

woke up early this morn. reason? no specific reason, just wanted to be up early for a change. switched on the tv and nothing great was on.... well what do expect at 7am anyway... so i fed my dog, sassy her doggie biscuits... she did not eat at all the day before, and i was kinda worried about her. but anyway, she's alrite now, since she gobbled up her breakfast anyway. wanted to do my homework.. but i was kinda lazy... so i took my other dog out for a walk instead.. well that was after i noticed my hair sticking up at the back... sigh... applying my sister's hair straightening cream(without her knowing)  made it kinda better, only it made one side of my head flat.

 got back and watched this documentary show about the ganges river in india... this brit guy on tv spoke like her worshipped the river, and like it was the most beautiful thing in this world. seriously, he maybe the curries he ate in india made him go blind or sumthin, but if you ask me, a river filled with faeces, human ash and remains, rotten fruit, rotting flowers, carcasses is simply not beautiful. holy, maybe; but clean, no. of course, even malaysia has its on ganges river- the infamous klang river which flows through the capital city. the water is to die for, literally. its brown in colour and basically klang river doesnt even look like a river. it looks like this huge drain (the sides are cemented. and so is the bottom) full of brown water, and other things you wouldnt wanna noe.   

 after the documentary was oprah. i just loooove watchin oprah, and yes, i'm straight. today's episode was about this guy who became a porn star at 13. thanks to the webcam, he prostituted himself to the whole world untill he was discovered by this times magazine reporter, who eventually rescued him. and it seems, his father even helped him run his own porn site. it was really kinda weird and shocking...

anyway, i so wanted to do my homework after oprah. went up to my room with my books, and fell asleep instead. for 2hours. thats what you get for getting up early... but anyway, the sleeping helped, and as soon as i got up, i did my bm homework, feeling fresh and everything.

went to collect my moral project photos from the photoshop. the guy there was like, 'hey you dont have more that 10 pics, so im gonna charge you $3 extra for the handling fee..' and i was like what?? turns out he didn't print out the other pics in the cd. gosh.. the mentality of some people... i just have to print them out at ioi then. sighs... watched american idol, and well the only great singers tonight performin stevie wonder songs were mandisa, paris and taylor. the others were kinda boring, but i'm sure they did their best. i used to like kellie, untill she made that dumblonde comment when simon said she was a minx. she was like, (in southern accent) 'okay, i'm a mink y'all...' lol... and today ryan seacrest was like askin her whether she was arachnophobic, since she was like sayin her fake lashes looked like tarantulas, and  ;she was like,'yea, i'm afraid of bugs...' lol... she's cute... seriously...

anyway, i have tuition tomoro, and its like 2.30-7.50pm. i dont noe how i can last for so long, but we'll see... good night, y'all...! 

is it just me or am i just complaining about everything... lol... well... i'm sick again... first i had the headache, then the cough, and suddenly running nose... i felt like it was a fever but my mum says it isnt... so i just took a panadol and now i'm feelin better... ooo, and i took those cough pills as well :) and the cold ones... it was all after i came home from band practise in school today.. its probably the weather... the heatwave... the temperature in the afternoon was 36'C.... and then it rained heavily...

well, besides that, the reports on yesterday's spm results are out in the papers today... i cant help but feel jealous on all those people who got like straight A's and not just for the subjects in their stream, but for the other subjects in other streams as well... this year's high scorer scored 15 A1's in her exam... i wonder how she does it... i mean, basic economy is so BORING... and thats supposed to be 'basic'... and then i started thinkin about my few senior frenz who kinda did well... a.k.a a fren scored 6A's but din tell me cos she thinks thats low... i think thats ok... and then theres another who i wrote in my previous blog entry who cried even when she scored 9A's... this lead me to think about my turn... will i be able to answer the questions? will i be to score straight a's? this is my target: 

• BM at least a B4
•  English MUST be an A1 for the general paper and the 1119 must be at least A2, lower than that and i will cry...
• Maths at least A2
•  History at least A2
• Moral at least B4
• Biology at least C5
• Chemistry at least A2
• Physics at least A2
• Add maths at least B4
• EST at least an A1
• and Geography at least an A2...

So there you have it... my minimum target is 7A's... I really really hope i can do better than that, and so my maximum target is 9 A's. the reason why i'm doing this is cos i wanna have a positive outlook on my spm results... not being confident or big headed... just trying to be positive... but seriously, how can one be positive when i only managed to get 6A's 1B in my PMR in 2004 even though i studied so hard, and got nothing lower than a C for my trial exams. while my friends, the ones who got D for their history in their trials, and are simply clueless in their studies, manage to get 7A's... seriously, i dono what machoism i had in my body the day my pmr results were handed out that i did not cry, especially when, lets call the group of people X, manage to get straight A's in their pmr... ok... this may sound all gibberish but... it simply just isnt fair... i just dono what went wrong... i studied hard, never got a D, did my work, passed up on time... but i just didnt get straight a's. and you know wat, this pmr results thingy, really influenced me a lot...

this makes me very very very worried this year. what if this happens again....? what if i study hard and yet those poor, blur, and confused souls manage to get straight a's...? that would really really really be unfair to me... i mean like... totally totally unfair!!!! you know, this pmr results 2 yrs ago really influenced me a lot... i have come to realize how stupid i am... seriously, if those blur people get straight a;s while you study hard yet get 6... boy, you really must be dumb... :( therefore, i question myself... why do your best and fail while others dont and succeed? i gave up trying my best, i lost my self confidence... i began to feel dumb... yet, i really cant stand it when i do better than them in school exams, and, yup, they got 7 a's and i only got 6... and i'm supposed to be the dumb one... aaargh... anyway... que sera sera, watever will be will be... i end this entry with a tear...   

i'm soooo glad theory exam is over... gosh... right... i did not expect the paper to be that easy... i tought it would be harder... i really really reallly hope i can pass.. just a pass thats all i'm askin... and thats 66... anyway.. i went to the school where i was sittin my exam in really really early... like at 7.30-ish... so basically no one was there... and i waited till like 8.30 then only we could get in the class... btw.. today is spm result day!!! no for me... mine's next year.. hehe... so anyway i was readin and readin and memorisin my music stuff till 8.45 when the person in charge a.k.a. teacher of that school asked me to clear everythin, and she handed out the exam paper... as soon as i got the paper, i started scribblin down everything i memorised, the major and minor keys... and i swear to you that was all i was doin... but oh no, ms. sexually deprived minachi scolded me for 'answering the questions'... gosh.. it was so embarassing... i was just writing down watever i had memorised period... but oh no... she has to take it out on me just cos her freakin husband-slash-boyfren-sla sh-lesbien partner doesnt wanna sleep with her... damnit... if she wants sex so much go work at a brothel... a school isnt for people like you, y'know... students are for you to teach not for you to yell at... just cos ur sexually deprived and you have orgasmic-dysfunction... gosh!!! i was so pissed off... i din even wanna look at her stinkin face... i was even blushing... thank god i was sittin on the front row if not everyone would have turned to see me... she was all,'WHY ARE YOU STARTING NOW? PLEASE AH... YOU GOT 3 HOURS TO DO YOUR EXAM.... PLEASE... DONT DO KNOW!!!' which means in other words 'fuck you, get 3 hours also wanna start now... you have 3 hours to do your fuckin exam... just cos my parents din let me learn music, so i'm lettin out all my anger on you, you fucker boy... bla bla bla i'm sexually deprived bla bla bla... so i'm takin it out on you.... i'm a bitch bla bla bla...' aaaaargh!!! spoilt my mood!!! she just pisses ppl off... so anyway... question 4 and 5 was kinda ok.. but i really couldnt answer the composition bit... so i just put watever... seriously... i do hope i pass...

after that i came home for pancaragam... and boy the freakin weather is so damn hot.... pancaragam was soooo sooooo sooooo BORING and everyone was like totally ignoring me.... and i was havin a headache btw... jye ping was there as well... she was takin her results... my sis sez that her fren's sister cried even when she got 9A's.. out of 11 subjects... if that were me, i'd be crying out of joy... some people just don't noe how to appreciate what they have seriously... 9A's is really like a miracle for me... after what i;m goin through... well, we'll see how... i really am so nervous about my spm... first exam&nbs p;was horrible... note to self: start studying... after onlining of cors... lol 

ok.. the exams are so next week... so what the hell am i doin online anyway??? gosh.. i just cant seem to concentrate in my work... its 10:51pm rite now, and if i continue my work, i'll probably knock out... but i so have to hand in this theory paper tomoro for music!!! if i've said this once, i'll say it again... i dont noe what demon inside me made me take the theory grade 7 this year!!! as if i'm not stressed out enough...

well anyway, an update on my life... wasn't in school on mon-wed... cos i went for mssd... it was this athlethic meet thingy, where you compete with other schools in your zone, to represent your district... i, however, haviong no experience what so ever in this field of sports, just gave my name for the tryouts... well, thanks to the wonderful malaysian weather, it rained in the evening during the past 3 weeks... so well, the teacher in charge a.k.a ms. blur, did not have time to try us out, and so well, she kinda gave everyone's name for the mssd... well, i dont blame her or anything, cos i'm gonna get a certificate anyway, just for entering the mssd... but i have to miss school for like 3 days, and plus i couldnt get to go for the fraser's hill presentation skills motivation...

well, so there i was on monday at the UPM's stadium for the 800m race.. when i realized how skinny and small sized i was compared to the other contestants... well in fact, i tought i was gonna run for the 1500m race that day, but it was th 800m, so whateverr... anyway, like i was so intimidated by the other runners that i dono... i just couldnt run... i mean, i was in the L1 category, which means if your like aged 16-18 your in this category, so the other runners were all tall and hairy armpit-ed...  so anyway, i got last in my round... but overall i was 2nd last.. i clocked in at 3m:18s for that 800m race... pretty sucky but anywayz... i did my best... yup, i cant believe i embarassed the school's name in front of the whole UPM stadium... argh!!! and like there were a few teachers from my school helping out for the mssd event, and it was like embarassing!!!

2nd day was worst... well, got up at 5.00am, cos we had to be in school at 6.30, but the bus only left at like 7.20-ish.. cos like there's this girl who came around that time and she was like, 'oh i tot it was 7.30...' so we went of to serdang.. me being all confident and all cos like i was gonna run 1500m race, and long distance running is my forte.... but anyway, i gave up all hope when we were called.. cos all the same people who ran the 800m the day before were running for th 1500m as well. plus they made me stand in the heat, which made my shoes heat up. which made my feet heat up as well...   which eventually affected my running... haiz.. so i ended up being last (again), well if you dont count the two people who gave up halfway.... one guy fainted!!! i'm just proud i finished it in one piece... nathanel, the other guy from my school, didnt win, but i guess he made it to top 20...

the next day which was the last day a.k.a wednesday was the 400m race... which i din want to run at first...  but i think i ran the best out of all three events.. i was last in my round, but overall, i came in no. 29 out of 33... and i clocked in at 68secs... kinda slow but... i tried my best... plus i got to wear spikes for the first time!!! totally cool!!! only the school's ones are shitty and worn out, but great anyway... so a few ex classmates that day. was so bored during the brake, that i walked 2km to the university's canteen... along wit a few other people... went home at 5.30 that day after 4x400m race... teacher nearly wanted to put me in, but luckily another guy was there, or else lin an would have hated me for the rest of his life...

came back to school on thursday. everyone said i look so dark. michelle said i look like mat salled went for tanning!!! ms. mun said i have a healthy tan and that thong shud go for mssd cos he's so fair... i am darker than my classmates for the first time, but of course my skin hurts a lil cos it got sunburnt... well, anyway, i guess i gtg now... gd luck to ,me for my exams on mon!!! oh and gd luck to me tonite and tomoro morn on tryin to finish my thoery homework... sighs!!!  

oh crappy dee doo,

i have theory work to do,

if i don't do,

i'll be in hot stew...

seriously, i will be if i dont.. music theory exam is on the 13th of march and nope, i havent done much about it yet... plus, i feel so lazy... and i still haven even mastered question 3 yet of the paper.. and gosh... i still dont know the transposition of the 'horn in E'.... arghhhhh... what demon inside of me made me do this...???? well, this hullaballoo is not really the problem for me now cos vivian wont be in tomoro... well what is anyway??? i have been so problematic since this whole year from 11oh 6... argh!!! we;ll, first of all tomoro is the parent teacher's association meeting for my school... and guess what? the brass band has to play for all the wonderful parents as well as the district assemblyman, dr. whatever-his-name-is... and guess what, the prez a.k.a. conductor for tomoro  here is so freakin worried about his conducting skills and the ability of his fellow members on playing 4 songs repeteadly until the parents stop eating... i'm so gonna talk to Pn Safinaz/ Anizakia or whoever on the number of times we have to play tomoro...

anyway, push that aside, and what do we have on monday (27/2/2006)? its MSSD... and i'm chosen to run 400m, 800m, and 1500m!!! not only do i miss school (seriously... i do mind about missing school, cos exam is on the 6th) as well as having  to be in school at 6.30am, but i'm so worried about losing or embarassing myself on that day... well actually on those 3 days... (monday-1500m, tuesday-800m, wed-400m, i think)... argh!!! and you noe what? i cant believe i chose MSSD over an all expanse paid trip to Fraser's Hill, for a presentation skills competition thingy which ong, pok and winson will be attending.... argh!!! so freakin unfair, they get to enjoy the cool air, while i'm gonna get sunburn!!!

and oh btw, my trip to Bangalore, India is canceled... there goes a perfectly nice chance to go travelling, ruin by the needs of my classmates to take photos for the senior page of the school mag... gosh... i'm so... lik3.... havin a heartache right now.... well, anyway... the only good thing so far in my not so cool life is.... well, I'll be goin to Austria for the hols in december!!! so cool!!! literally!!! cos it'll be snowing there and all!!!

as for right now... i'm seriously considering a social suicide status... hargh!!!! my homework is pilling (note: i have physics notes to do).... and i have this leo club report to prepare and this moral folio thingy to do... exams are coming soon, and nope, i have not revise... damn... i';m just too lazy!!!!! like anyway, i was so falling asleep during physics tuition today... i dont noe why, but maybe learning a bit too much of waves has taken an effect on my mind....  

oh yea... last monday was photo day... and i was sooo sooo not ready for the librarians photo!!! gosh... i hope i look alrite in all my photos.... argh.... am feeling kinda pissed at sumone... for not inviting me... argh.... pissed pissed pissed!!!  Verpiss dich!!!! Scheiße! !!! argh!!!! i guess i'll write again when i feel better!!!

where was i? yup ... about the volleyball competition thingy... it was so damn freakin boring... boring boring BORING!!! omg ong just called to ask about chemistry homework... anywayz, yeap, we as in daryl and me, were just standing around like a couple of idiots while the lala gang got to play... under 15 was horrible.. they were just so freakin lousy, and like there;s this guy from our school team, who thinks he's so damn freakin great, started cursing and swearing, and it was so embarrassing... he was humiliating our school :(... argh!!!!

haish... well, anyway, the good part of all this waste-of-a-time-bulloo, was that i got to skip school and getting a free school cert for doin nothing. oh and i have to say that erm, smk serikembangan is quite a nice school... too bad its so like kampung-ish... the school is so damn  huge... eg. the field is like a stadium, they 3 volleyball courts, blocks a-h i think, cos there;s like so many blocks... huhu... and theres loads of chinese students, so announcements are made in malay AND chinese.... and the canteen is like a coffeeshop, cos theres loads of stalls there selling stuff like chee cheong fun, wantan mee, hokkien mee, u noe the usual stuff.... but, i was really surprised they sold egg tart there as well... price is not too bad $1.60 for a bowl of noodles, wantan, hokkien, asam laksa etc. compared to our school canteen, which only sells nasi lemak, nasi goreng, and meehun goreng period, serikembangan;s canteen is like a food heaven... hehe...

coming back was a bit squishy, and teacher almost din want us to go home first, cos she wanted to wait for the under 15s who were only going to play at 2.30.... and it was already 1, so we din wanna wait another like 2hours??? yeap, so we got home, and like everyone was singing that lala chicken little song, dragostea sumthin.... got back and wow, SMKBL looked so different... i dono, i always get that feeling after going for field trips etc. and that was that... so basically after that monday, i have like 8 new ppl in my hate list... cos they so sososososso ignored me!!!! was so pissed!!!

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wednesday was another headach-y day, cos all the other societies in my school started sellin valentine's day gifts already.... and me as the FD of the school leo club, i have done nothing.... so i was brainstorming... wanted to do candles, but chinese language society already did that, plus a bouquet of hearts, but it was pricey... and renjer puteri also did candles, with chocolate, and english society is doin message in a bottle. the prefectorial board is selling flowers and bears, all of which are in the price range of $7-16!!! so expansive, yet ppl still bought, mostly immature afternoon session freaks who are so freakin immature... tought of getting sumthing from chinatown when i went for tuition, but there wasnt enough time, and like a bouquet of fresh flowers were like $18!!! anyway, tuition was quite ok-ish. chem teacher is hot! cos of her 'assets' wooo!! we learnt about alkana and alkena... lol, and bio teacher looks like guang liang... well, guang liang-ish, but he has a so totally weird voice... i mean i was tryin to tahan my laugh... lol... till i had hot flushes... lol.. so weird, cos he's voice doesnt suite his physical appearance... and he sorta mumbles at times... but he's ok... and sook keng likes him!!! was so tired when i came home... and i was listenin to my mp3, then like sia asked whether she could listen, and it would be jst mean if i didnt... so i told her too keep it low, cos like we were in a bus... A BUS, a freakin public transportation vehicle!!! and what did she do?  she said ok, and lifted it from my hand as high as mt everest, and i told her again.. yet she still held it high in her hand, showing the whole world... then sook keng asked, 'how much is it?' *slap my head...!!!! hello, dah-la showing it to the whole world, ask me how much my ipod nano costs pula...!!! gosh.... i just said it was a present to shut her up.. there was this guy at the corner of the bus staring, and staring.... and i was so worried!!! it wasnt untill we got on the federal highway till i asked MY ipod back frm sia.... and the song had way finished, and she still had the earphones in her ear, on purpose or what i dont noe,...

gosh, why do i have such unstreetsmart friends???

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went to ioi on thursday, to get valentine's present... went after house practise which wss so  boring, disc throwing... anyway, i got this bear and choccies, and the cost is $7. had a hard time wrapping it, it still looked shitty anyway, and brought it to school the next day, hoping sumone would even buy it. well, only 11 people did, and sumone wants to send one to pn vasu... *omg! oh yea, forgot to mention, the girls volleyball team managed to get through to the semifinals, but they lost durin the semis tho... thats only the under 18, the under 15s are just weaklings... huhu... sukyin told me that whenever the ball was served to them, they would complain that it hurt when they tried to hit back, and vivien came back with a broken leg, and she lost her handphone at seri kembangan... so anyway, last friday, i tot sook keng wasnt goin for tuition, so we(michelle, sia, and i) went first, we saw an sj bus there, but we din wanna take it cos, halfway michelle said sook keng was going, and so we tot we'd wait for her and huiling. so the sj bus left and went to the other stop near the school... and from where we were standing, approx. 100m away, we saw sook keng and huiling getting up the bus, and it left. we wanted to catch up to it, but we din.. so we had to wait for like 30minutes for the next bus to come... wanted to pay the conducter only $1 for the fare, but he said no such thing, and i ended up payin $1.50 anyway... lol... anywayz, i spent the whole bus ride to central market marking the form 1 student's articles for the school  mag... and omg, they seriously are freakin immature!!! they are still writing like primary school students.. but anyway their essays were, how can i put this in a nice way, HILLARIOUSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! !! omg... this are a few examples, ur hum, '...my mum doesnt work so she does the CHORUS at home..' lol... , and um, '...a young boy asked a snake for its gall bladder. "can you please give me a little of your bladder my friend?," asked the young man. The snake nodded its head. Then it opened its mouth very wide. The young man took a little knife and crawled inside the snake. (?) He cut off a little piece of gall bladder. (?) He thanked the snake and went home. (wtf??? hohoho)' omg...!!! comin back was really slow, cos there was this massive jam in kl, and road was like a huge car park. there was this chap goh mei thingy goin on... so they blocked the whole road. anyway, i did a bit of history homework on tthe way home. oh btw, i was made president of SLAD last fri as well, and i have to read this ikrar thingy. well, actually it was pok, but he reminded puan yong that i was the prez. surprisingly, ong nominated me and yasmin is the vice prez.  

went to ong's house yesterday, din wanna go actually, cos i wanted to go for music class, and i din noe my sis was goin after my class, so we one shot went together.  we were already like 2 hours late, cos we kinda fetched ahma to our house as well, and so like everyone was there already. even this form 5 hoe who i knew, but she ignored me all the way, so i was like fuck off... have fun ignoring me... i;ll ignore you too... i call her bitchy rose now... because she acts like one... people who ignore me gets called names by me. anywayz, i was happily sittin alone in a corner, everyone ignoring me, which is a norm for me now... when mrs. ong asked her son to ask me to join her son's group (consisting of ong himself, yasmin, raziah, sofi and nishaa) and ong said i looked blur, and asked me stupd questtions till i felt so embarrassed. anyway, he brought us to his room, and it is so neat but smaller than my room.and he has a donald duck bed! he was showing off his free cd collection to everyone, and the free cd player which opens horizontally he won... *roll eyes... gawd...!!! and he played sum dono malaysian indie band who sings vulgar songs e.g. kote berbulu, sexercise... it was just rude... lol... anywayz, at 6 nishaa, my sis and i walked home cos our house is just nearby, and mum was askin me whther we shud go to Orlando or Salzburg for the holidays... i wanted Orlando, but she wants Salzburg, but it doesnt really matter, as long as we're goin sumwhere, thats ok wit me... went out to ioi for dinner wit amah... esquire kitchen, saw a few ppl i noe as usual, and i was so sleepy when i got home... currently doin nothing now.. oh yea, like its chap goh mei today, the last day of CNY! after this no more ang pau...:( boo... haish.. hey so gtg...   

it has been ages since i last posted in here... ok lets see... well right now i';m so freakin excited, cos like we (my family and i) are planning to go sumwhere end of this year... last year it was espana and deutschland, this year it might be the States or Osstereich... thats Austria.... its a hard decision, i'd loove to go both places, but no $$$... hehe... so most probably its Austria, cos mum want to go there... so excited... speaking of which, i'm so going to Bangalore this march break... cant wait... my first time in India, and i'll be going with my grandmother alone... FUN!!! the alone part of course... right... let's see, MAS only flies to BAngalore on sundays. tuesdays and fridays, and thats like in the wee hours in the morning or late hours at night, well, thats what my dad sez... just hope it doesnt clash with with my senior page photo session thingy... we're canceling the genting trip cos its too far, so we're goin sunway to do it... blek/.. i noe... lame... but better than nothing...

ok, right.. so this week has been one heck of a busy week for me... ok... wait let me get my notebook...

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ok so last mon as in 6/2/2006 was back to school day after one whole week of fun and relaxation... and sook keng was like, 'tomorrow is volleyball mssd...' i was like omg!!! cos i did not practise at all... so i wass like ok, mayb i'll practise during the meeting that day... and you know wat happened?  i didnt get a chance to play a game... sook keng asked me again whether i was interested.. i was like half hearted ish... so i said yea, cos usually u'll get certificates if u represent the school for sumthin... and i got the jersey... yellow and blue.. so yuck... but i was ok/... and wilson was the captain (wtf???)  and a lot of lala boys...

so the next day without practising and all.. i went for the volleyball competition at seri kembangan/.... and like everyone was so ignoring me and daryl... wat? just cos we cant speak chinese??? only the volleyba;ll teacher was talkin to us... even before we left, i even remembered sook keng telling me to try and play... i just told her alright.. but u noe wat, i could not... i din even get to touch the ball.. me and wenpin... and daryl.. but who cares about wenpin cos he so totally ditched me and d for those lala boys... hate him...!!!! anyway,,, we lost, cos we were sucky and all... and serves them right... gosh, i so shud have asked to let me play, cos they were loosing anyway.,. i sooo totally wasted my time there.. jst sitting around and all

continue bitching tomoro... sis wanna use comp

today was the first time i stayed at home and didnt go out at all, throughout this whole chinese new year holiday week... can u imagine that??? gosh.. i did my bio homework and finished it, but then i got fed up... my parents conned me... they said they were going ioi mall (boringest mall on earth*), so i din wanna go... but they changed their mind last minute and went to sunway pyramid instead.. so mean of them!!! they were gonna go watch the jet li movie fearless... so it was just me and my sis and sassy and lady at home... so i played a few pc games.. supposed to do my homework... physics and my music theory, but i was jst too lazy...sighz... i was on the computer frm like 2-3 and 4-6pm straight... i was bored and i was so lazy... and time flies when ur having fun... lol... had leftovers for dinner.. oh yea, my sis went to her frens house for a party... so good she has great frenz... not like mine who forget me.. all the time.. and when she got home, she said her fren and her family will be coming here tomoro... i was like OMG!!! her frenz father is kinda nice but just a teeny insy bitty bit annoying... i dono... thats my opinion...

anywayz, after dinner watched american idol.. and afew tv show after that.. haish.. mum sez mayb we'll go mega mall tomoro... hehe... hope i buy somethin... esprit is havin sales... oh by the way, i'm like so excited cos in march we're goin to bangalore, india.. well, mayb we... my dad cant go... my mum sez mayb she'll go... cos my aunt from singapore asked my grandmother to go along cos, my uncle has been posted to work there.. so yea.. this march!!! note to self: remind me to make a few changes with winson about the trip to genting in march...

right... i feel so wasted day after day... like i dont noe why life has gotten so boring... blek...!!! ok... right.. oh yea, yesterday i went to my aunt's house in banadar utama... well we went to my grandmother's house first... but no one was there, and she din wanna follow us to my aunt's house.. so ok, we went to my aunt's house... its huge... like 3 storeys... lol... chit chat... then my other aunt came... and chit and chat... then my parents brought up embarrassing stuff about me... and i embarrassed myself even more by saying all the wrong things.. and like yea... freakin freakin embarrassed... *blush... i felt so small.. the more they talked about me, the more shrunken i felt... so i was really glad when they started talkin about other things... my favourite things... GOSSIP!!!

so bla bla blabla... then my uncle, started playin on my cousin's piano... he played yue liang... some old chinese song. and then, since i was bored... so i went and play a few songs... including 童话... well what i could remember of it...and a few korean songs from 천국에 계단... but i was really just playing around cos i was bored... i dont noe why, but my uncle kept insisting on playin the songs from my cousin's books, which were so blek... e.g can u feel the love tonight, somewhere over the rainbow... well i gave in and played auld lang syne... with my uncle singing along... i was like *rolly rolly eye... huhu...

so then my other other aunt and uncle came... the uncle who called me a malau... and they sat and chhatted till like 6.30-ish.... then we went out with them for dinner at 1 utama... yesterday was the first time i heard that 1U has a giant... cos we parked at the giant car park... which is at the new wing.. great place for shopping, 1u!!! too bad we din really do dat tho...

we went to this rainforest-y part of 1 utama... its somethin like what KLIA has... an indoor rainforest thingy, with plants, and fish, and waterfalls... also, the first time yesterday that i, in fact my parents and my sis as well, knew that 1u has... anywayz... after walkin around a bit at the rainforest part, we had thai food for dinner... along wit my malau uncle, aunt and two cousins... gosh... 1U was full of ppl yesterday... anyway, dinner was great and all... and spicy...

really wanted to go home after dinner... 8 something edi... cos wanted to do homework... but aunt wanted to go eat ice cream... which was ok... cos i tot we were like gonna doggy pack it home... which i wish we could have done... but instead, we got our ice creams, and we sat there at baskin robbins and ate.. well not we... everyone except me, (my ice cream is still in the freezer) cos i wanted to go get some shirts from billabong... and i was hoping my mum could follow along, cos she has $$$ and i dont... so like my aunt was like askin loads of questions like what do u wanna buy? why?.. untill she got to the question, u want money? that i felt like so half hearted... so i just walked myself to billabong... alone... to the old wing... i sound so dramatic... huhu.. loads of cool-ish ppl there... felt so half hearted and really small.. so like... i must have looked like an idiot cos, i went in the shop, browsed a bit, and went out, back to the new wing... gosh.. i dont noe why i felt so like frustrated-ish... lol...

anywayz, when i got back, they, as in family people, were still eating... then my uncle asked some teaser questions... which were quite funny... but i so wasnt in the mood... somehow word got out that i wanted to buy a shirt.. so my cousin said to me, in a deep voice jokingly, 'buy or u[ll regret it...' and then she said it again dis time when we were leaving, she shouted out 'buy, Buy BUY!!!' gosh... it was so freaky... i just stared...    lol...

so we got home.. at 9-ish... wanted to bathe, but my 3-storey house aunt asked whether she could come over, so my mum said yea... so she came.. chit chat... i was watching tv (jamie oliver bla bla bla... gosh he wastes food).. suddenly sassy who was locked up in the backroom came out and started barking at my uncle and my aunt, and she jumped up the sofa they were sitting on... lol... ok... not funny... sassy must have smelt bad, cos after that incident, they left... lol.. manage to do my biology homework... quite easy... and thats all for cny day3....

today was just the same as yesterday... kinda boring... i dont noe why... haiz... mayb i've been cursed or sumthing to have a very boring new year.. oh wel... i'll probably have a boring year this yr.... omg..!

ok... so today i helped hang lil fishies made frm ang pau packets in my garden... now my garden looks like an ocean of red fishies swimming... huhu... note to self: remember to take a photo, before they all fade or get soggy... pity.. lol.. but they look great anyway... quite nice..

so then i got ready and everything, and we all left for grampa's house.. not far away, jst a 30 minute drive to cheras... brought along my notebook, cos mum said the cable tv might not be workin, it was anyway... but anyway i watched simpsons there on my notebook... it was the episode where homer grew hair... from the second season.. lucy, my grandfather's dog, was so pitiful... she was full of ticks... so sad... i tried to get as many as i could and threw them into the fish pond for the fishies to eat... but there were lots... and i mean lots... grampa sez he just used the anti tick wash on her, so the ticks are all coming out from her now... totally gross!!! but anyway, have to remember to bring our anti tick spray for her the next time we go there...

after visiting grampa, we headed of for ss2, to visit ahmah... the shophouses opposite ahmah's  were closed and so that area looked dead, cos it was empty... watched tv there... i finished my history homework there too!!! then my aunt came, with my uncle and my older cousins... it was so freaky, cos like my uncle was asking me, well anyone who heard the question,'where are the two singaporean malau's?' in reference to  my singaporean cousins, who dont talk much, who just went back to sg today... and so me being the smar4t person to answer his q, replied,'they went back edi...' and he answered,'oh so the kl malau's are left...' in reference to me and my sis... so embarrasing... jst so u noe, malau means monkey in cantonese... oh well, at least he called us malau... he used to call us farts... as in 'the two farts...' i noe... weird huh.... its just so freaky we're related... at least we got promoted from farts to malau's...
:) and he and my aunt gave us one ang pao each :) 

after they came we got home to do some cleaning... well not me, jst my parents... blush... and then we went out again to my aunt's house in ss2 for dinner... everyone was there alreadi... eating... we brought yee sang from ioi... oh yea, i forgot we went ioi before going home... and i saw an old classmate there, who completely ignored me, dono on purpose or not, till i went up to him to say hi... anywayz, my uncle, my grandmother a.k.a ahma, my father, and my aunt played card games after dinner,, while i watched this silly-no-storyline movie on tv... its cat and mouse starring cecilia cheong and andy lau... total bore and lethargic, and i was fallin asleep... as usual, my family members love embarassing me or ignoring me... fortunately the did the ignoring bit tonite... so yea.. boring show, no one to talk to... u noe wat happens... nop i din fall asleep... my imune system (kidding) fought back!!! lol... huhu... ok now i'm crapping... yeap... it was just so freakin boring.. gosh... hope tomoro will be alrite... visiting my dad's cousin tomoro.... more angpao tho!!! yea!!!

this year's cny celebration was kinda weird... theres only one word to describe it...

lame...

cos... we din go shopping this year... all we did, was sit around at ahmah's and watch tv... plus it was so freakin hot... hot... burning hot... well, at least i got ang pao!!!
:-) yea!!! ok.. so i did my homework and all at ahmah's... i did my moral and my add math, and a lil bit of sejarah... gotta finish by tomoro... i've planned it out edi... omg that petronas advert is on again... the one where this 4 old ladies sit and talk at the old folks home about their children in hokkien... quite touching... its a cny advert...

so, at ahmah's i watched a lil bit of tv... boring shows... then there was a show starring sammi cheng and richie ren... quite ok movie... its called 'i wanna marry a rich man' i think... then after that movie, we came home, to settle sassy the dog... had to walk her... then at like 7 we went out for dinner... reunion dinner just opposite ahmah's... bibichik... i think they've changed owner or sumthin, cos the old lady who used to be the boss was no longer there, but instead different ppl, and theres loads of workers...

there was 15 of us eating, and i had to sit and eat at the kiddy table... the 5 of us... including my sis... so weird... we din talk much, and our food was dull.. after eating, i chatted a while to my cousin who';s like younger than me by a year.. while my other two cousins were busy playing their game boy/ playstation thingy/ watever.. those two other cousins are so freaky... they're like anorexic or sumthin, cos they like only ate one chicken meat, and rice on their plate... weird... and when we tried talkin to them, as in me, my cousin, and my sis, they would only go 'dono' or 'kjsh jdjiudiuhck djh dhu......' as in mumble their answers... so no point talkin to those in-a-vegetable-state cousins... huhu... wanted to go back to ahmah's house was first, cos we finished eat edi... but theres this aunt who said 'oh no, its not safe... wit a while so we can all go back together...' so we waited a while... a 30 minute of nothing to do except stare at the dining table and 'cakap kosong' a while... so we went ahmahs house... for a lil while, then we came back home.... still hungry... lol... well i just hope tomoro ,2nd day of cny, will be alrite... goin grandpa's house this time... in cheras!!! then at night, theres a dinner wit an aunt... just hope everything will be alrite :)

hohoho!!! its cina new year edi!!! gosh time flies by so quickly!!! and its the year of the dog... dono whether thats good or bad... but... we'll see... i noe its bad for dragons... good thing i'm a sssss...ssssnake!!! :)

i just looove new year cos u get $$$$ KA-CHING!!!! yup... :) its ang pau season!!! for 15 dayz!!! so cool... cant wait to go back to school and ask frm the teachers... lol...

the cons of cny is the cleaning up bit... yup... mum yells, dad shouts... sister screams... and i get PMS... kidding... lol... yea well, thats wat happened today... but after much, much, much, persefaham-ing s later, everything worked out alrite...

damn those freakin dust bunnies.... :(

yea.. well, at least i get money frm relatives :)... speakin of which... i just went to my grandma's jst now... it was quite boring... and  hot... psssstttt!!!

gosh.... all my rich uncles and aunties should fix and air conditioner there... anyway, my aunt gave this bag of old magazines in chinese to read... "to improve my mandrin"... well we'll see... lol... then we had dinner... pickled veggies, chicken curry, yee sang.... meat in sea cucumber sauce... veggie.... steam fish... sushi... soup... i only ate a quarter of all the dishes... there was a lot!!! *burp... hee... then i watched tv... boring... ngam ngam hai 8 o' clock news... then sit and stone... and listen to aunties gossip... at like 9 somethin we came home... hee.. now 11.34... 30 more minutes till new year... then its

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!!!!!ooo i can hear the crackers edi... and my dog, lady scratching... hey well... goottta go!!! hopefully i'll write tomoro, and get a lot of money!!! hehe...

happy new year!!! :)

alrite... school is such a drag right now... blek... theres so much of homework to do! as well as the outside class work... i still havent done my 'kertas kerja' thingy for the library... argh... well, anyway, my practising for x-country run paid off, cos i got no. 17!!! so cool!!!

hoho... well, it was quite tiring, and i was really surprised i ran 7 km in 26 minutes, 50 secs, cos the fastest i ran durin practise was only 41mins...

well, obviously i was tired cos it was 7km, and i ran quite fast... :) but when i got the school (finishing line), there was this s.....l....o.....w...... teacher who had no i dear wat she was doing... i mean like i'm so freakin tired and i was almost gonna faint, but she jst had to take her own sweet time recording everyone's time... it was so frus cos like she wont write ur name down unless u spell it out... and she;'s kinda deaf too, cos i had to spell out my name twice, and even then, she spelt wrong... CURSES!!!!

well, anyway who could blame her... she's pregnant....!!! damnit... if u cant do ur job properly just don do it... don make people's life miserable... especially after they ran 7km and u just sat there warming ur ass on the chair... gosh!!!

so anyway, after the run thingy, my teacher advisor wanted to c me about sum school mag thingy, she said i was to become the head of english section, and whether i was interested.... to be frank, i don wanna go under english sctn cos i don really like the teacher who's in charge... plus theres loads of work to do... and being under the acedemic section was much fun, cos u get to interview loads of ppl, and u get to noe the stuff thats going on in school...  whereas under the english section, i have to  correct and edit articles for the school mag.. as well as type them out...

TOTAL BORE!!!!!

so anyway, i told the teacher that i need to think about it... and she was like, 'oh your not interested isit???' omg... she's totally psychic!!! well i lied, and said i'd do it... haish.... work starts after hols... anyway the guy who was previously the head of english, was upgraded to be editor.... to bad for the ex-editor... showing his attitude problem... read: big headed!!! so my teacher was like so secretive, and she din wanna tell that, but i figured out myself... lol.... and she said to not tell anyone about my change of post....

but anyway later on the bus to tuition, michelle was like 'oh i knew that already' when i told her.... and sia too.... i felt so yesterday... anyway we were takin a bus to kl... specifically, central market, for tuition... weird huh? bus fare $2.50...!!! and central market is so full of foreigners...

anyway, tuition was great... going there... lol... well, gtg....

omg its so great to write in yea again... too bad im kinda sick rite now... so sad.. im coughing (dry), havin the flu (ah-choo), as well as small headaches... :( oh well... it all started last friday.... i dono how... or was it thursday... yea thursday... gosh... lol... while watchin american idol... yup... season 5 already.. really interesting.

anywayz, school is getting more tiring...

hey i'll write again tomoro... wanna zzzzzzzz...

like... ok... its week 2 of school, and i can feel a bit stressed out already... well lets see... first of all, theres been loadz of homework to do... ok, i may be exaggerating a little but.... who knew janjang could be so sickeningly confusing??? heck, wat the hell is janjang in english anyway... well ok... then its freakin bm... i hate bm... hate hate hate... oh thank god i finished last weeks homework... we had to write an essay on isu rumah terbuka.. wtf? so sucky... anyway i just crapped a lot... hopefully my book doesnt come back TOO red...

then, theres english... we have to plan for our aural stuff already so we can present after chinese new year... group members: wenpin, yasmin, jerome, shalu... ok... topic we unanimously agreed on: same sex marriage.... i so dont noe whether thats appropriate, cos we're like supposed to do this forum slash talk show presentation thingy.... ooo and im the host... gosh, hope watchin oprah pays off!!! anyway, if our topic on safe sex marriage is approved by our english teacher... 80% chance of a big N-O... we have to get a new topic... oh and yup, theres english hw as well, 3 paragraphs on who u admire the most... hard... lol... watever...

next maths... ok, remember i said i have like a billion of questions to do? yup... well, wat happened was, i only did like 30% of the total amount of questions... argh... so screwed... theres loads of crappy questions... and yup, there is math homework... both add math and math... thank god i so finished my math!!!

hmmm... oh yea, during moral period we had to do this group work about making up this club and stating the problems and how to overcome them... my group members: amelia, moh moh, daryl, ong didnt do it to seriously... of cors counting me... so we did this Persatuan Colinland Bersatu thingy... gosh, it was so freakin embarrasing when pn ooi read it... like we wrote total crap, and we had to redo it...

speakin of persatuans, today was our first general meeting... persatuan was first... totally weird... ok, so i went for leo club, and theres quite a lot of newbies.... halfway through i went for choir... and back again for leo... loads of bla blas... totally boring till ong even asked me, i noe ur bored, jst say u are... and i so totally did... ok watever... like ok... we did roars etc. pn lee was there, no ms kek... then marissa announced we;re gonna do iu day this yr.. and everyone kinda got excited... and like its $7.50 for the tix, and i might be emcee-ing... ok,... emcee-ing is a total nono for anti socialites like me... but me being a despo for extra marks, totally agreed on hosting the event... well, i said maybe anyway... but i hope i get it... then i'll be talking in front of this huge crowd of snobs... oh gosh.... but watever... it'll definately look nice on my cocurriculum cert.. hoho... was approached by heng miee, she wants me to dance on that day.. she also wants to be emcee... oh and xw quit leo, so theres this post left vacant... wonder who'lll get it...

ok.. next it was unit beruniform... ok... so i was just this greedy tamak gilakan kuasa guy... i was campaigning for taekwondo... huhu... i wanted the secretary post... and if i din get that, i wanted the treasurer... and if i din get that ajk... sadly i din get any cos i din go for taekwondo... but pancaragam instead... ok... hmm... loads of new members... cos the pbsm was sekat-ed... so the form 1 ppl had to go find other unit beruniforms... ok... was voted prez... wooo hoo... din noe i had to be voted... tot i was chosen edi cos the pn A asked whether i can do it or not.. and i was like yea... this was last year.. ok... and so they voted for me, and i won without a competitor, cos like everyone, well not everyone la, mayb except winson and the blur blur form 1 ppl, asked for cadangan ditutup... so voila... me ish zee prezident!!! huhu.. and then after the other ppl got chosen... pn a was like, oh im so sorry but i din send in ur letter for the band exchange, so mayb u all cannot go... i was like ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thats so unfair!!!!! like shit shit shit !!! was so lookin forward to going to mont kiara... summore its like my last yr for a band exchange... oh fuck!!! and so we took down our particulars for the band exchange thingy again... we did it last yr oredi... so that teacher can like send it, and hopefully we can go... unfortunately, winson as secretary of pancaragam, din give the paper to teacher after the meeting... his excuse, rush la... fuck u rush la... summore can stand at the pintu belakang there and pot pet pot pet... argh.. its so true watt my sis said... he and pn a can so get married together... two smart ppl, with a total fat ass lazy bum....

my heart aches.... :(

so sad... speakin of which leo forum might be held at jb this yr, gotta check wit luxian, whom ive lost contact wit...

thn it was music class, was readin my concerto terakhir when like elena came said hi and threw her books at me... total pms mood... argh... we are not as frenly as last yr.... dono y... she left after getting tea frm the staff room... class was not wat i had expected today.... jian mei offed the aircond... and i brought my jacket for nothing... vivians clas today was a total waste of time... we did instrument names... AGAIN!!!! ok... total bore... only myles was there... i kinda hate my theory class, cos no one talks to me already... i cant wait to do my grade 7 and chao... ok like... i said the g 7 word... fuck... i still have no idea how to do question 1 and 2 for the theory paper... jst have to wait for viv to be back next week...

notes to remember next week: library and leo meeting,... hope i dont suck for the library meeting like the forst one this yr.. hope i dont. pls hope i dont.... speakin of hopes, i reallly hope i can get no. 10 this yr for rentas desa... pls  pl  pls pls pls pls ... i hope i do... so i can show to my rumah merah teachers and freakin amelia who thinks she can run faster than me, that I CAN RUN!!!! I FREAKIN CAN RUN!!! I'LL SHOW U, ALL OF YOU!!!

speakin of which... gotta jog wit daryl tomoro... hope it dont rain...

kk... nitey nite!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

thisis so unfair!!! my blog i wrote got deleted!!!! shiit shit shit!!!

ok... this sux. i always have to write my blog entries twice... haiz.... ok... so i went for the star education fair today and it was ok... only i finished it in 1 hr and 30min or sumthin around that duration... and the ppl there were really nice... oh crap... my first blog entry is wayyy better than this!!!! argh!!!

so not my day... well night as a matter of fact... rite nw there's this whole tuition dillema... well i finnaly found this tuition centre... but theres transport prob... haiz haiz... and the my supposed to be blog entry got deleted cos somehow, the page went back to the menu and everything got lost!!! shit  ##&@! arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

ok... theres just two words about school, which i can describe for u... it sucks!!! i so don miss it at all!!! nein!!! first of all, i have to get up so so so so early in the morning, just so my sis can go there early. she's in charge of the PA system... and early as in waking up at 5.50am in the morning!!! like... thats a real time shock for my body, cos i always go to bed at 1 am and wake up at 10.30am... now its 11pm bed time.... well, it was really hard to fall asleep on the eve of first day, i only slept after taking that drowsy cold pill, but now im alrite... after all, i have an alarm clock, a radio, my hp, and of cors my sis to wake me up... btw, startin wednesday, i go to skool wit my sis' fren... and we have to be at her house at 6.50 sharp... we were late 2-3minutes the other day and her fren was like 'come early next time, my father wanna sleep..' right... first day of school was ok, loads of newbie teachers... i heard that 30 teachers moved out, and 20 teachers moved in... somethin like that... and now they have this penalty marks programme where u get 2 marks for polishing ur nails, sleeping in class, coming late for assembly etc.; 5 marks for playing hooky for co-curriculur activities etc.; 10 marks for smoking, disrespecting teachers and prefects etc.; 15 marks for dying hair, possesing alcohol drinks etc. etc. etc. once u get 5 marks, u either get a warning letter or u have to social services for the school e.g picking up rubbish, 10 marks, warning and social services, 15marks, parents are called, once u get 50 marks, u get expelled... haiz... we were given a list each... of stuff not to do and the marks we get if we do them... well, this yr's pmr results improved by 1%, loads of ppl got straight a's... really sad when i found out that the paper for english, science and maths is like upsr level... a disgrace... and totally unfair... i mean... if only i was a yr younger and in form3 ... then i'd get straight a's instead of jst 6 a's.. haiz... all the teachers who taught me last yr are gonna be teaching me again, 'cept physics and history... physics teacher (total slacker) moved to the afternoon as well as history teacher... she told us today... so we get a new physics teacher, and she's frm smk cochraine.. she's supposed to be a chemistry teacher but she has to teach physics here cos our school doesnt have a physics teacher in the morning session.... and she's strict so i heard... but when she came in, she was kinda alrite... except she gave holiday homework to do... monday's a holiday... as well as tuesday... speakin of homework... my maths teacher was like kinda mad at most of us for not finishing our homework, and she was 'whoever dont pass up by next week, are not gonna be registered for spm'... ouch... so forgot she was in charge of spm registration... anyway, there was this nice new teacher who came in our class and she praised us lots.. she said that our school is a real nice school cos it has trees surrounding it... well true.... huhu... and now suddenly everyone likes her, and wenpin wants to request to have her as our math teacher... right... how immature... anyway, last thurs was the worst meeting i ever conducted in the library.... u noe i so suck as a head librarian... everyone looked so BLUR!!! and i guess i was too... haiz... and i jst had to go help a teacher return her books... ms yap was like 'didnt i say no helping teachers return their books?' and i was like 'errr.....' well it is kinda hard not helping teachers... cos if u don they kinda look down on u... well, once bitten twice shy... im never ever gonna help teachers return their books anymore.. and to help me remember that, ms yap sticked a note on the counter, 'librarians , pls dont return books for teachers!!!'.. great, i really do suck... haiz... we had the general meeting today for sports.... i so wanted to be vp or secratary or treasurer for red house... but since i have such a sexist and unfair teacher, i ended up just being a commitee member... well, at least thats something.... and for volleyball, i got treasurer!!! at least thats somethin also... haiz loads o homework... and rite now im having problems finding tuition centres... should i go for tuition centre K or Y? so not sure... theres music class tomoro, and i soooo havent finish my grade 7 1999 paper... well gotta do that by tonight... and hopefully vivian does theory tomoro.... i hope i pass... i mean... i kinda forgot everything and vivian hasnt taught me any grd 7 yet, and she's like try and do wat u can durin the hols... haiz... well the only good thing bout tomoro is i get to see wat our new music school looks like.. hehe... k nitez!!!