ok.. the exams are so next week... so what the hell am i doin online anyway??? gosh.. i just cant seem to concentrate in my work... its 10:51pm rite now, and if i continue my work, i'll probably knock out... but i so have to hand in this theory paper tomoro for music!!! if i've said this once, i'll say it again... i dont noe what demon inside me made me take the theory grade 7 this year!!! as if i'm not stressed out enough...

well anyway, an update on my life... wasn't in school on mon-wed... cos i went for mssd... it was this athlethic meet thingy, where you compete with other schools in your zone, to represent your district... i, however, haviong no experience what so ever in this field of sports, just gave my name for the tryouts... well, thanks to the wonderful malaysian weather, it rained in the evening during the past 3 weeks... so well, the teacher in charge a.k.a ms. blur, did not have time to try us out, and so well, she kinda gave everyone's name for the mssd... well, i dont blame her or anything, cos i'm gonna get a certificate anyway, just for entering the mssd... but i have to miss school for like 3 days, and plus i couldnt get to go for the fraser's hill presentation skills motivation...

well, so there i was on monday at the UPM's stadium for the 800m race.. when i realized how skinny and small sized i was compared to the other contestants... well in fact, i tought i was gonna run for the 1500m race that day, but it was th 800m, so whateverr... anyway, like i was so intimidated by the other runners that i dono... i just couldnt run... i mean, i was in the L1 category, which means if your like aged 16-18 your in this category, so the other runners were all tall and hairy armpit-ed...  so anyway, i got last in my round... but overall i was 2nd last.. i clocked in at 3m:18s for that 800m race... pretty sucky but anywayz... i did my best... yup, i cant believe i embarassed the school's name in front of the whole UPM stadium... argh!!! and like there were a few teachers from my school helping out for the mssd event, and it was like embarassing!!!

2nd day was worst... well, got up at 5.00am, cos we had to be in school at 6.30, but the bus only left at like 7.20-ish.. cos like there's this girl who came around that time and she was like, 'oh i tot it was 7.30...' so we went of to serdang.. me being all confident and all cos like i was gonna run 1500m race, and long distance running is my forte.... but anyway, i gave up all hope when we were called.. cos all the same people who ran the 800m the day before were running for th 1500m as well. plus they made me stand in the heat, which made my shoes heat up. which made my feet heat up as well...   which eventually affected my running... haiz.. so i ended up being last (again), well if you dont count the two people who gave up halfway.... one guy fainted!!! i'm just proud i finished it in one piece... nathanel, the other guy from my school, didnt win, but i guess he made it to top 20...

the next day which was the last day a.k.a wednesday was the 400m race... which i din want to run at first...  but i think i ran the best out of all three events.. i was last in my round, but overall, i came in no. 29 out of 33... and i clocked in at 68secs... kinda slow but... i tried my best... plus i got to wear spikes for the first time!!! totally cool!!! only the school's ones are shitty and worn out, but great anyway... so a few ex classmates that day. was so bored during the brake, that i walked 2km to the university's canteen... along wit a few other people... went home at 5.30 that day after 4x400m race... teacher nearly wanted to put me in, but luckily another guy was there, or else lin an would have hated me for the rest of his life...

came back to school on thursday. everyone said i look so dark. michelle said i look like mat salled went for tanning!!! ms. mun said i have a healthy tan and that thong shud go for mssd cos he's so fair... i am darker than my classmates for the first time, but of course my skin hurts a lil cos it got sunburnt... well, anyway, i guess i gtg now... gd luck to ,me for my exams on mon!!! oh and gd luck to me tonite and tomoro morn on tryin to finish my thoery homework... sighs!!!