oh crappy dee doo,

i have theory work to do,

if i don't do,

i'll be in hot stew...

seriously, i will be if i dont.. music theory exam is on the 13th of march and nope, i havent done much about it yet... plus, i feel so lazy... and i still haven even mastered question 3 yet of the paper.. and gosh... i still dont know the transposition of the 'horn in E'.... arghhhhh... what demon inside of me made me do this...???? well, this hullaballoo is not really the problem for me now cos vivian wont be in tomoro... well what is anyway??? i have been so problematic since this whole year from 11oh 6... argh!!! we;ll, first of all tomoro is the parent teacher's association meeting for my school... and guess what? the brass band has to play for all the wonderful parents as well as the district assemblyman, dr. whatever-his-name-is... and guess what, the prez a.k.a. conductor for tomoro  here is so freakin worried about his conducting skills and the ability of his fellow members on playing 4 songs repeteadly until the parents stop eating... i'm so gonna talk to Pn Safinaz/ Anizakia or whoever on the number of times we have to play tomoro...

anyway, push that aside, and what do we have on monday (27/2/2006)? its MSSD... and i'm chosen to run 400m, 800m, and 1500m!!! not only do i miss school (seriously... i do mind about missing school, cos exam is on the 6th) as well as having  to be in school at 6.30am, but i'm so worried about losing or embarassing myself on that day... well actually on those 3 days... (monday-1500m, tuesday-800m, wed-400m, i think)... argh!!! and you noe what? i cant believe i chose MSSD over an all expanse paid trip to Fraser's Hill, for a presentation skills competition thingy which ong, pok and winson will be attending.... argh!!! so freakin unfair, they get to enjoy the cool air, while i'm gonna get sunburn!!!

and oh btw, my trip to Bangalore, India is canceled... there goes a perfectly nice chance to go travelling, ruin by the needs of my classmates to take photos for the senior page of the school mag... gosh... i'm so... lik3.... havin a heartache right now.... well, anyway... the only good thing so far in my not so cool life is.... well, I'll be goin to Austria for the hols in december!!! so cool!!! literally!!! cos it'll be snowing there and all!!!

as for right now... i'm seriously considering a social suicide status... hargh!!!! my homework is pilling (note: i have physics notes to do).... and i have this leo club report to prepare and this moral folio thingy to do... exams are coming soon, and nope, i have not revise... damn... i';m just too lazy!!!!! like anyway, i was so falling asleep during physics tuition today... i dont noe why, but maybe learning a bit too much of waves has taken an effect on my mind....  

oh yea... last monday was photo day... and i was sooo sooo not ready for the librarians photo!!! gosh... i hope i look alrite in all my photos.... argh.... am feeling kinda pissed at sumone... for not inviting me... argh.... pissed pissed pissed!!!  Verpiss dich!!!! Scheiße! !!! argh!!!! i guess i'll write again when i feel better!!!

where was i? yup ... about the volleyball competition thingy... it was so damn freakin boring... boring boring BORING!!! omg ong just called to ask about chemistry homework... anywayz, yeap, we as in daryl and me, were just standing around like a couple of idiots while the lala gang got to play... under 15 was horrible.. they were just so freakin lousy, and like there;s this guy from our school team, who thinks he's so damn freakin great, started cursing and swearing, and it was so embarrassing... he was humiliating our school :(... argh!!!!

haish... well, anyway, the good part of all this waste-of-a-time-bulloo, was that i got to skip school and getting a free school cert for doin nothing. oh and i have to say that erm, smk serikembangan is quite a nice school... too bad its so like kampung-ish... the school is so damn  huge... eg. the field is like a stadium, they 3 volleyball courts, blocks a-h i think, cos there;s like so many blocks... huhu... and theres loads of chinese students, so announcements are made in malay AND chinese.... and the canteen is like a coffeeshop, cos theres loads of stalls there selling stuff like chee cheong fun, wantan mee, hokkien mee, u noe the usual stuff.... but, i was really surprised they sold egg tart there as well... price is not too bad $1.60 for a bowl of noodles, wantan, hokkien, asam laksa etc. compared to our school canteen, which only sells nasi lemak, nasi goreng, and meehun goreng period, serikembangan;s canteen is like a food heaven... hehe...

coming back was a bit squishy, and teacher almost din want us to go home first, cos she wanted to wait for the under 15s who were only going to play at 2.30.... and it was already 1, so we din wanna wait another like 2hours??? yeap, so we got home, and like everyone was singing that lala chicken little song, dragostea sumthin.... got back and wow, SMKBL looked so different... i dono, i always get that feeling after going for field trips etc. and that was that... so basically after that monday, i have like 8 new ppl in my hate list... cos they so sososososso ignored me!!!! was so pissed!!!

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wednesday was another headach-y day, cos all the other societies in my school started sellin valentine's day gifts already.... and me as the FD of the school leo club, i have done nothing.... so i was brainstorming... wanted to do candles, but chinese language society already did that, plus a bouquet of hearts, but it was pricey... and renjer puteri also did candles, with chocolate, and english society is doin message in a bottle. the prefectorial board is selling flowers and bears, all of which are in the price range of $7-16!!! so expansive, yet ppl still bought, mostly immature afternoon session freaks who are so freakin immature... tought of getting sumthing from chinatown when i went for tuition, but there wasnt enough time, and like a bouquet of fresh flowers were like $18!!! anyway, tuition was quite ok-ish. chem teacher is hot! cos of her 'assets' wooo!! we learnt about alkana and alkena... lol, and bio teacher looks like guang liang... well, guang liang-ish, but he has a so totally weird voice... i mean i was tryin to tahan my laugh... lol... till i had hot flushes... lol.. so weird, cos he's voice doesnt suite his physical appearance... and he sorta mumbles at times... but he's ok... and sook keng likes him!!! was so tired when i came home... and i was listenin to my mp3, then like sia asked whether she could listen, and it would be jst mean if i didnt... so i told her too keep it low, cos like we were in a bus... A BUS, a freakin public transportation vehicle!!! and what did she do?  she said ok, and lifted it from my hand as high as mt everest, and i told her again.. yet she still held it high in her hand, showing the whole world... then sook keng asked, 'how much is it?' *slap my head...!!!! hello, dah-la showing it to the whole world, ask me how much my ipod nano costs pula...!!! gosh.... i just said it was a present to shut her up.. there was this guy at the corner of the bus staring, and staring.... and i was so worried!!! it wasnt untill we got on the federal highway till i asked MY ipod back frm sia.... and the song had way finished, and she still had the earphones in her ear, on purpose or what i dont noe,...

gosh, why do i have such unstreetsmart friends???

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went to ioi on thursday, to get valentine's present... went after house practise which wss so  boring, disc throwing... anyway, i got this bear and choccies, and the cost is $7. had a hard time wrapping it, it still looked shitty anyway, and brought it to school the next day, hoping sumone would even buy it. well, only 11 people did, and sumone wants to send one to pn vasu... *omg! oh yea, forgot to mention, the girls volleyball team managed to get through to the semifinals, but they lost durin the semis tho... thats only the under 18, the under 15s are just weaklings... huhu... sukyin told me that whenever the ball was served to them, they would complain that it hurt when they tried to hit back, and vivien came back with a broken leg, and she lost her handphone at seri kembangan... so anyway, last friday, i tot sook keng wasnt goin for tuition, so we(michelle, sia, and i) went first, we saw an sj bus there, but we din wanna take it cos, halfway michelle said sook keng was going, and so we tot we'd wait for her and huiling. so the sj bus left and went to the other stop near the school... and from where we were standing, approx. 100m away, we saw sook keng and huiling getting up the bus, and it left. we wanted to catch up to it, but we din.. so we had to wait for like 30minutes for the next bus to come... wanted to pay the conducter only $1 for the fare, but he said no such thing, and i ended up payin $1.50 anyway... lol... anywayz, i spent the whole bus ride to central market marking the form 1 student's articles for the school  mag... and omg, they seriously are freakin immature!!! they are still writing like primary school students.. but anyway their essays were, how can i put this in a nice way, HILLARIOUSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! !! omg... this are a few examples, ur hum, '...my mum doesnt work so she does the CHORUS at home..' lol... , and um, '...a young boy asked a snake for its gall bladder. "can you please give me a little of your bladder my friend?," asked the young man. The snake nodded its head. Then it opened its mouth very wide. The young man took a little knife and crawled inside the snake. (?) He cut off a little piece of gall bladder. (?) He thanked the snake and went home. (wtf??? hohoho)' omg...!!! comin back was really slow, cos there was this massive jam in kl, and road was like a huge car park. there was this chap goh mei thingy goin on... so they blocked the whole road. anyway, i did a bit of history homework on tthe way home. oh btw, i was made president of SLAD last fri as well, and i have to read this ikrar thingy. well, actually it was pok, but he reminded puan yong that i was the prez. surprisingly, ong nominated me and yasmin is the vice prez.  

went to ong's house yesterday, din wanna go actually, cos i wanted to go for music class, and i din noe my sis was goin after my class, so we one shot went together.  we were already like 2 hours late, cos we kinda fetched ahma to our house as well, and so like everyone was there already. even this form 5 hoe who i knew, but she ignored me all the way, so i was like fuck off... have fun ignoring me... i;ll ignore you too... i call her bitchy rose now... because she acts like one... people who ignore me gets called names by me. anywayz, i was happily sittin alone in a corner, everyone ignoring me, which is a norm for me now... when mrs. ong asked her son to ask me to join her son's group (consisting of ong himself, yasmin, raziah, sofi and nishaa) and ong said i looked blur, and asked me stupd questtions till i felt so embarrassed. anyway, he brought us to his room, and it is so neat but smaller than my room.and he has a donald duck bed! he was showing off his free cd collection to everyone, and the free cd player which opens horizontally he won... *roll eyes... gawd...!!! and he played sum dono malaysian indie band who sings vulgar songs e.g. kote berbulu, sexercise... it was just rude... lol... anywayz, at 6 nishaa, my sis and i walked home cos our house is just nearby, and mum was askin me whther we shud go to Orlando or Salzburg for the holidays... i wanted Orlando, but she wants Salzburg, but it doesnt really matter, as long as we're goin sumwhere, thats ok wit me... went out to ioi for dinner wit amah... esquire kitchen, saw a few ppl i noe as usual, and i was so sleepy when i got home... currently doin nothing now.. oh yea, like its chap goh mei today, the last day of CNY! after this no more ang pau...:( boo... haish.. hey so gtg...   

it has been ages since i last posted in here... ok lets see... well right now i';m so freakin excited, cos like we (my family and i) are planning to go sumwhere end of this year... last year it was espana and deutschland, this year it might be the States or Osstereich... thats Austria.... its a hard decision, i'd loove to go both places, but no $$$... hehe... so most probably its Austria, cos mum want to go there... so excited... speaking of which, i'm so going to Bangalore this march break... cant wait... my first time in India, and i'll be going with my grandmother alone... FUN!!! the alone part of course... right... let's see, MAS only flies to BAngalore on sundays. tuesdays and fridays, and thats like in the wee hours in the morning or late hours at night, well, thats what my dad sez... just hope it doesnt clash with with my senior page photo session thingy... we're canceling the genting trip cos its too far, so we're goin sunway to do it... blek/.. i noe... lame... but better than nothing...

ok, right.. so this week has been one heck of a busy week for me... ok... wait let me get my notebook...

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ok so last mon as in 6/2/2006 was back to school day after one whole week of fun and relaxation... and sook keng was like, 'tomorrow is volleyball mssd...' i was like omg!!! cos i did not practise at all... so i wass like ok, mayb i'll practise during the meeting that day... and you know wat happened?  i didnt get a chance to play a game... sook keng asked me again whether i was interested.. i was like half hearted ish... so i said yea, cos usually u'll get certificates if u represent the school for sumthin... and i got the jersey... yellow and blue.. so yuck... but i was ok/... and wilson was the captain (wtf???)  and a lot of lala boys...

so the next day without practising and all.. i went for the volleyball competition at seri kembangan/.... and like everyone was so ignoring me and daryl... wat? just cos we cant speak chinese??? only the volleyba;ll teacher was talkin to us... even before we left, i even remembered sook keng telling me to try and play... i just told her alright.. but u noe wat, i could not... i din even get to touch the ball.. me and wenpin... and daryl.. but who cares about wenpin cos he so totally ditched me and d for those lala boys... hate him...!!!! anyway,,, we lost, cos we were sucky and all... and serves them right... gosh, i so shud have asked to let me play, cos they were loosing anyway.,. i sooo totally wasted my time there.. jst sitting around and all

continue bitching tomoro... sis wanna use comp

today was the first time i stayed at home and didnt go out at all, throughout this whole chinese new year holiday week... can u imagine that??? gosh.. i did my bio homework and finished it, but then i got fed up... my parents conned me... they said they were going ioi mall (boringest mall on earth*), so i din wanna go... but they changed their mind last minute and went to sunway pyramid instead.. so mean of them!!! they were gonna go watch the jet li movie fearless... so it was just me and my sis and sassy and lady at home... so i played a few pc games.. supposed to do my homework... physics and my music theory, but i was jst too lazy...sighz... i was on the computer frm like 2-3 and 4-6pm straight... i was bored and i was so lazy... and time flies when ur having fun... lol... had leftovers for dinner.. oh yea, my sis went to her frens house for a party... so good she has great frenz... not like mine who forget me.. all the time.. and when she got home, she said her fren and her family will be coming here tomoro... i was like OMG!!! her frenz father is kinda nice but just a teeny insy bitty bit annoying... i dono... thats my opinion...

anywayz, after dinner watched american idol.. and afew tv show after that.. haish.. mum sez mayb we'll go mega mall tomoro... hehe... hope i buy somethin... esprit is havin sales... oh by the way, i'm like so excited cos in march we're goin to bangalore, india.. well, mayb we... my dad cant go... my mum sez mayb she'll go... cos my aunt from singapore asked my grandmother to go along cos, my uncle has been posted to work there.. so yea.. this march!!! note to self: remind me to make a few changes with winson about the trip to genting in march...

right... i feel so wasted day after day... like i dont noe why life has gotten so boring... blek...!!! ok... right.. oh yea, yesterday i went to my aunt's house in banadar utama... well we went to my grandmother's house first... but no one was there, and she din wanna follow us to my aunt's house.. so ok, we went to my aunt's house... its huge... like 3 storeys... lol... chit chat... then my other aunt came... and chit and chat... then my parents brought up embarrassing stuff about me... and i embarrassed myself even more by saying all the wrong things.. and like yea... freakin freakin embarrassed... *blush... i felt so small.. the more they talked about me, the more shrunken i felt... so i was really glad when they started talkin about other things... my favourite things... GOSSIP!!!

so bla bla blabla... then my uncle, started playin on my cousin's piano... he played yue liang... some old chinese song. and then, since i was bored... so i went and play a few songs... including 童话... well what i could remember of it...and a few korean songs from 천국에 계단... but i was really just playing around cos i was bored... i dont noe why, but my uncle kept insisting on playin the songs from my cousin's books, which were so blek... e.g can u feel the love tonight, somewhere over the rainbow... well i gave in and played auld lang syne... with my uncle singing along... i was like *rolly rolly eye... huhu...

so then my other other aunt and uncle came... the uncle who called me a malau... and they sat and chhatted till like 6.30-ish.... then we went out with them for dinner at 1 utama... yesterday was the first time i heard that 1U has a giant... cos we parked at the giant car park... which is at the new wing.. great place for shopping, 1u!!! too bad we din really do dat tho...

we went to this rainforest-y part of 1 utama... its somethin like what KLIA has... an indoor rainforest thingy, with plants, and fish, and waterfalls... also, the first time yesterday that i, in fact my parents and my sis as well, knew that 1u has... anywayz... after walkin around a bit at the rainforest part, we had thai food for dinner... along wit my malau uncle, aunt and two cousins... gosh... 1U was full of ppl yesterday... anyway, dinner was great and all... and spicy...

really wanted to go home after dinner... 8 something edi... cos wanted to do homework... but aunt wanted to go eat ice cream... which was ok... cos i tot we were like gonna doggy pack it home... which i wish we could have done... but instead, we got our ice creams, and we sat there at baskin robbins and ate.. well not we... everyone except me, (my ice cream is still in the freezer) cos i wanted to go get some shirts from billabong... and i was hoping my mum could follow along, cos she has $$$ and i dont... so like my aunt was like askin loads of questions like what do u wanna buy? why?.. untill she got to the question, u want money? that i felt like so half hearted... so i just walked myself to billabong... alone... to the old wing... i sound so dramatic... huhu.. loads of cool-ish ppl there... felt so half hearted and really small.. so like... i must have looked like an idiot cos, i went in the shop, browsed a bit, and went out, back to the new wing... gosh.. i dont noe why i felt so like frustrated-ish... lol...

anywayz, when i got back, they, as in family people, were still eating... then my uncle asked some teaser questions... which were quite funny... but i so wasnt in the mood... somehow word got out that i wanted to buy a shirt.. so my cousin said to me, in a deep voice jokingly, 'buy or u[ll regret it...' and then she said it again dis time when we were leaving, she shouted out 'buy, Buy BUY!!!' gosh... it was so freaky... i just stared...    lol...

so we got home.. at 9-ish... wanted to bathe, but my 3-storey house aunt asked whether she could come over, so my mum said yea... so she came.. chit chat... i was watching tv (jamie oliver bla bla bla... gosh he wastes food).. suddenly sassy who was locked up in the backroom came out and started barking at my uncle and my aunt, and she jumped up the sofa they were sitting on... lol... ok... not funny... sassy must have smelt bad, cos after that incident, they left... lol.. manage to do my biology homework... quite easy... and thats all for cny day3....